Hanna Benett

[Hanna Benett]

What you Wish to be Called in OOC: Allie

First Name: Hanna

Middle Name: Sofia

Last Name: Benett

Nickname: N/A

Gender: Female

Age: 18

Grade: Senior

Sexual Orientation: Straight

Clique/Position: Emo/Head

Birthday: December 16th

Looks:

weight & height »!:

Hanna is a skinny girl, but she has a good build herself. She wasn't always as skinny as she is today, but she made sure she lost that weight the moment she gained it. She is tall, but not lanky like some people. She is has long legs that look good on her because she isn't the tallest girl in the world. She has tiny body parts that go with her height anyways because she is a petite girl. She has a perfect neck that people love and she is fair chested in her mind. She has tiny feet that she loves and goes with her height because there is nothing worse than being short with big feet. She wouldn't give anything up for her body. She loves her smile and her teeth are perfectly straight thanks to good old braces. She stands at only 5'4.

hair »!:

Hanna always changed her hair. She always feels like a change is needed and so she changed her hair style. Her hair cut at least. She gets highlights here and there, but will always have at least one highlight somewhere random of a bright colour. She was brunette for a long time, but now she is more a dark brown/almost black colour. It works a lot better for her. She has side bangs and a lot of layers and she gets it thinned a lot, but it is has always been pretty long. The shortest was up to her shoulders, now it is a little longer.

eyes »!:

When you can see Hanna's eyes, she has a very light blue color eyes. They are blue, but they are more grey and they have a black outline. Sometimes they look like a very dark blue, but other times they look more brown. It all really depends on the day and her mood. If she is having a good day, they are more grey. If she is sick or has something wrong with her eyes, they can be a dark blue. Also, they can be dark blue when she is very excited. The are on the brown side whenever she is upset or mad. Even though she is hard to read you can almost always tell what her mood is because of the color of her eyes. But, most of the time you see Hanna, she will have huge sunglasses on to hide from the world and make sure you can't ever tell when she is stoned and not. Try and guess.

tattoos & piercings »!:

Ahh, the best thing in the world. Hanna has her nose pierced, which she has had for ever. Before it really became a trend in the States. She has her upper ear pierced, but doesn't wear that all the time. She would like to get her lip pierced and above her lip too, but doesnt at the moment. For tattoos, she hasn't quite gotten to that point yet. It may help if she stopped being afraid of needles.

Personality:

Hanna isn't a true Barbie. She may act like it sometimes, but she really isn't like that. She never dresses down and always dresses her own way with friends. She doesn't go around judging people and she wouldn't ever unless she knows you and knows what you have done. She cares about the way she looks and sometimes what people think about her. It really depends on how much she thinks of you. Usually, she won't care about what you say or that you are there unless you have a talent to change the world like she has her talents. Life is short and you have to learn how to live and find who you are before people find out for you. That is never good when people tell you that you are a Barbie and you go on and believe them and what they say. Hanna is not a Barbie and never has been. She has modeled and made her look perfect, but once you see past her mask, her make-up, you will find out what secrets are, why friends are so important, what drugs can do, what guys can do to you, just how imperfect life is.

Hanna is mostly emo. Everyone loves their black, and this girl loves her black more than some people. She likes colour too. People would consider her more on the 'scene' side because of the way she acts. She dresses like any other person and doesn't always wear black, even though it looks best on her. She wears her hair in a scene way. She would rather be called scene than a Barbie. The only self harm that she did was do drugs and drink and smoke. She and her friends play songs and have there rock tunes that they listen to. Most of the music that they listen too is true head smashing, mosh rock, alternative rock, glam rock, and screamo. They get mad when people call their music emo, cause it is rock. Emotive hardcore rock died a long time ago and never did any good. But, people can think whatever they want and Hanna isn't going to stop them for thinking what they want. If they want to call her scene or whatever, that's fine. If they want to all her Barbie or slut, then we have a whole other story and that is when friends step in. You can't control some one's mind. It took Hanna all her life to realize that and thank god she knows it now and isn't afraid to tell her own opinions to the world.

Yes, Hanna has to be perfect. Not all the time because she isn't perfect. Not even close. It is sad because on the outside, what people judge, is perfect, but on the inside she is hanging by a thread. Who knew that a girl could be this screwed. Yeah, the drugs messed her up pretty bad and got her in trouble and, yeah. Some stuff can never be spoken about until she thinks you are ready to tell you. That might take your whole life, but it is worth a wait. She has a lot to tell and she feels that everyone doesn't need to listen to her. Everyone has there problems. She isn't stupid, but she has made her fair share of mistakes. Everyone wants to be perfect, but the more you try, the less perfect you become. For her idea of perfect is anyone that has more secrets than the eye can tell. Not like they like this guy' secret, but like the kind that you can't even tell your parents who think you are perfect and in their mind, you always will be no matter what you do or say. Hanna knows that that is just a bunch of bull. One mistake, her parents were already thinking about shipping her off to some random place in the world. But, all parents say that, don't they? Well, after a while, Hanna's non-perfectness made them really send her here. No one can be perfect. Mostly not Hanna.

Hanna has her moments, but she is really smart. Anyone can be perfect if they have the right idea of what they want to do. Hanna gets a lot of her personality from her modeling and acting. She is crazy and wild and just fun to be around. She gets her confidence for the stage by doing this. It isn't really easy singing in front of thousands of people and not messing up on her guitar. Yeah, she isn't stupid and never has messed up. But, the day she messes up, it is all over for her. That goes along with her always having to be perfect. On stage and in front of the camera is the only time she can be perfect. Now, she likes behind the camera more than in front. All of the people in the crowd knows what she has done, but none of them care about that because they judge her by her talent. She feels like she can do anything when she is in front of the camera and no one can judge her by what she has done, only her beauty. But, that is why a lot of people model and act because you don't have to be yourself. You can be a whole other person and no one will know but your best friends who could care less and are trying to do the same thing anyways. Modeling is who she is and what she dose along with her singing and guitar skills that make up who she is and the people who are close to her.

Hanna is a sweet girl. Some people think she looks and acts to sweet around people. She can only be sweet after what happened to her before. Being sweet isn't her way around things and when you get to know her, you know that she is just a crazy teenager like you, maybe even more. Yeah, she drinks, did do drugs, and some other things that some people know about. She doesn't try to be sweet. People just say that she is a huge suck up and starts to believe what they say and she becomes sweet. It is so easy how people can do that. Just change who you are by saying that you are someone that you aren't. Hanna has a bad habit about listening to what they say and really take it to heart. She believes what a lot of people and she is a easy target and gets used and played real easily by people. She doesn't like it at all and is getting better about making her own choices. It just took her a long time, and she is still trying to find who she really is and people have beaten her to the point. Her friends are also trying to get her to be more of her own person and prove everyone wrong that she isn't some dumb sweet girl with a perfect face.

Hanna is anything but a slut. She has made a lot of bad choices when she was under the influence. It isn't like she is about to go out into the world and tell the world that she got raped. It took her a while to get the fact that it wasn't her fault and no one really ever treated her the same and made her seem like the biggest slut in the world. Drugs can make you do crazy things, but people shouldn't take over you when you are high and rape you like they did to her. People even treated her worse when she got an STD from it. Life isn't so easy at that age in a new country. She was scared for life for that and lost some people. Her family never trusted her as much, but they knew it really wasn't her fault. It made her and her friends close and made the boys that she was friends become more apart. But, life has moved on and the eighteen year old could care less what people think about her and the way people treat her. As long as she has her friends she is all set in the world. No one needs a backstabber and Hanna isn't like that at all and people may think she is a slut, but there is no part of her that is. It was only the part that liked drugs that she doesn't own any more.

The one thing Hanna is, is a huge flirt. She has ego and is confident about herself. A true scene queen. She isn't the type to steel your boyfriend. If she knows the guy has a boyfriend, she will leave them alone, but any guy that doesn't is fair game. Who wants to leave a party without a date. Hanna learned that she should be more careful with her playful flirting. Last time the guy did have a girlfriend and Hanna walked out with a black eye. She stopped flirting with guys for a while. Nothing teaches a lesson more than getting hurt. She still hangs out with all of her 'guy friends' and dose harmless flirting, but nothing like she did before. Plus, most of the time before she was drunk and she doesn't drink anymore. She knows hat her friends still may go off and have a drink here and there, but Hanna can't do that without having more and more. Guys don't mine her flirting, but girls get jealous and don't like her after and just thinks of her as a huge threat that can't be talked to. So, Hanna has gotten used to the stares and just ignores them every time she passes people that gives them to her. Hanna knows that life goes by way to fast and she tries to get as much in as possible, but that usually means either never growing up or growing up way to fast.

History:

First off, Hanna's family lines trace back to Canada where both of her parents were born including herself. Hanna was born in Canada, in a huge brick home where she loved to spend her days running around and looking at all the vines on the building. Hanna's older brother, Chase, was seven and he was always with his little sister everywhere. Chase was Hanna's protector because Hanna was very little for her age. Even at the time you could tell that the family did have their problems. Hanna's mother had major drinking problems and her father wasn't always around and so her brother became more like her parents, but her and her mother were still close and the family was always bright and loved by others. Hanna didn't go to school in Canada, but she had her friends there. Along with Hanna's family, there was her mother's three sisters and there family with her mother and father. There was Hanna's father's mother, father, two brothers, and one sister. While her father's two brothers moved to America, he got a job in the UK and the family was shipped off to the UK to live in Leeds for a little while. Seeing if that was all they needed, which they were a tiny bit wrong.

The small family shipped off to England to live and work in the UK. Hanna was young at the time and was pleased to do this and it did bring the family closer for a little while at least. They settled in a huge city house and lived next door to another family Hanna knew before. They were great neighbors and the kids were always great friends with the three sisters. The four all went to the same school and Chase and one of the girls became boyfriend and girlfriend when they were only 11 years old. Hanna grew up in the UK and went to school here for most of her life. Her and her neighbors started to play guitar and work with music when they were six and always hung out in the recording studio. Hanna always sang and was in the bands when she was younger and still is to this day. By the time to turned ten, her family life wasn't the best and her mother and father were always fighting. Hanna and her friends followed there older siblings around and got into trouble and went to parties and were never the best influence. They hung out and did gigs and were drunk most of the time. Hanna was pleased again when the her neighbors stated that they were moving and Hanna and her family was moving with them. There family needed change and her father got a job in the States and they were off when Hanna was ten.

The family moved across the world to New York with the other family who were the Witthers. Hanna was ten at the time and just before they moved, Hanna's brother died from a drunk driver hitting them while they were driving to go get Hanna. It affected both families and Hanna the most. She was never the same after that and she became worse with drinking and drugs. It got to a point where she was at a party every night and seemed like she was high every day. Her friends were bad and they got help earlier than her seeing as no one was really there to notice it at the time. Hanna was thirteen when she was at a party, she needed drugs and she was supposed to meet someone to buy them from. The guy was a real creep. He raped her and never gave her the drugs. Her parents found out about it and she ended up getting some STD, but got treated for it when her mom found out. The people in school hated her and thought she was the biggest slut as it was, and this didn't help her at all. She was glad that she had got rid of it and it didn't infect anyone else, but by the time she did, everyone knew about it and never spoke to her and made fun of her. The Witthers was really the only one that was there and helped her through everything. Her parents were never the same and the Witthers took Hanna in like there own.

Hanna was taken to get help with her neighbor. By that time, she really just lived with them and didn't come home to much until she was really clean, even though she slipped some drugs and drinking here and there. She was almost fourteen at the time. Her parents always fought. Her mother ended up moving to California and was going to take Hanna with her, but she did not want to live with her. Hanna and her mother never got along. Her father didn't blame her at all. Hanna ended up staying with the Witthers a lot of the times. But, things around the house was a lot better. Her dad was home a lot more. Hanna was pleased when the oldest Witther daughter got married. Hanna's mother got married a few months later and Hanna never even met the man. He just married her for the money anyways. They were invited to the wedding, but Hanna wasn't going and she didn't. Her friends helped her through that at the time. Hanna was still thought of as the school slut in New York, rumours spreading that she stole every one's boyfriend and that she was pregnant. No one even liked her anyways, but her friends and the Witther daughters hung out with her and they were the best people in the world.

She continued to write music with her friends and they all were always playing at some gig somewhere with there band that they put all their energy with. They made CD's and entered contests with the band. Hanna's father was moving to California and Hanna did not plan on moving anywhere. Now turned eightteen, after living in the city for half of a year, music was still her top thing along with photography, which she picked up a few years ago. Her dad worked close to home and went away here and there on business, becoming a lawyer, which was not the thing Hanna wanted to do when she finished school. She hadn't heard from her mom since she informed Hanna that she was having a baby girl a year ago with a different man who Hanna didn't know. Not that she really cared about it, she just sometimes wished that she could someday see her mother, but Hanna was stubborn and didn't want to forgive her mom for everything that she did and said. Who knows, her life could be hell anyways. Hanna was more concerned on her new life in the city. She enrolled in Mount View and is hoping to start anew.

Likes:


[x]boys
[x]life
[x]parties
[x]guitar
[x]singing
[x]friends
[x]school
[x]clothes
[x]talent
[x]music
[x]writing lyrics
[x]time
[x]being young
[x]modeling
[x]photography
[x]art
[x]parties
[x]sex
[x]concerts
[x]moshing
[x]rock n' roll
[x]drinking
[x]horror
[x]accents
[x]tea
[x]manners
[x]drinking
[x]drugs
[x]ego
[x]paint
[x]hardcore
[x]belts

Dislikes:

[x]stereotypes
[x]babies
[x]rules
[x]wannabees
[x]man whores
[x]fakes
[x]rain
[x]untalented people
[x]being touched
[x]over the top
[x]adults
[x]the fuzz
[x]legal pot. {ahh. amsterdam is so funny.}
[x]some rap and hip hop
[x]cigarettes
[x]people who smoke